Before I Go South...

Hey, A May! I guess this is the last blog I wrote before I go to Johor, the South. Today we went to Kb together, well, all of us. Although I had to wake up early to take my car from Dad, I didn't mind at all. I'll do anything, just let me meet A May. I do think everything is worthy :) ! I hope you'd enjoyed it.

Honestly, I do find it hard to have to part from you. Less weekly meeting like we used to have. But I think so long as your heart's mine and my heart's yours, everything'll be just fine. It's just like last time when you were studying at Matriculation. I will come back when the time permits. Just have faith. It's not going to change much. Hope to hear from you everyday! Fallen and always have fallen for you~

Don't Go Away...

Can't smile without you,

Can't laugh, can't sing,

Can't get the whole world in.

I'm finding

It hard to do anything.

You see,

I feel sad,

When you're sad.

I feel glad,

When you're glad.

If you only knew,

What I'm going through,

I just can't smile without you.

You came along,

Just like a song.

And brightened my day,

With your plenty joy,

So just don't go away.

A May, this blog is always dedicated to you. It was, it is and it always will.

Yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery, but today, today is a gift, that's why it's called present. And this gift, I shall share with you to the fullest.

First Time You Were Sick...

Let there be a little time skip.

Remember the first time you fell sick after I knew you? I wasn't sure what to do, but to make you feel better. So, I drew this one, took a picture and sent it to you in form of MMS.

Although it was just a simple card, every word meant a lot.

How It All Began...

It was the middle of May, morning, supposedly to be hopeful, yet I felt very down. I was not sure of my selection about this route. Some old schoolmates who appeared made me feel relieved. At least, I wasn't the only local who walked this path. I proceeded to the registration desk as soon as I was done with the forms. The invitation speech was quite boring, I admitted to have dozed off a few times. But then, little did I know that the interesting part soon followed afterwards.

Jan and Feb(the shorts for January and February), my new friends, and I were walking back to the canteen after we were done with a chair game. It was then that I took the very first glimpse of her. Though it was far away, I could still see her clearly, walking side by side with her friend. She was of average height, long black hair that was tied into a ponytail and a semi-round face with what seemed to be chubby cheeks. Her eyes were small, like the ones you would expect from a Japanese. I wasn't really able to make out the rest of the details, because there was something else that mattered more.

"Who's that?" I asked Feb.

"Which one?" Feb replied, looking at the direction I was glimpsing.

"Errr...errrr..." I said, couldn't make out the answer that would cover my expression. "The one with small eyes."

Feb studied and stayed quiet for a while, then turned to me, smiling. "That's May. Why don't you go say hi? She's one friendly girl."

I was just about to respond back when another voice joined in.

"Heh, she's a nice girl. Smart, even. One of the top students in my old school." Jan said, clapping my right shoulder. "Interested, dude?"

Top student, eh. Well, thanks Jan. Because my confidence just sank to the deepest depth.

First Words

A May ar! Haha...quite used with calling you "a may ar", "a may ar", "a may ar" dy. I became so used to it that I'll feel different I don't call it for even one day :) .
Today, you told that you didnt feel like going back to USM. Then when I touched about your exam result, your voice changed dramatically. So I guessed, despite of the boring wushu training, you didnt want to return there because of your result ba, may.
Whenever u feel bad, I wont feel good either.
A may ar, be strong! u've edy tried ur best, the rest is always up to luck ba! dun be down too much!
I wan to see the smiling a may. A may's beautiful when she's smiling!
A may, pls be happy! I wan to c u smile this thursday!
A may! dun worry! be happy! :)